From Captured by Bells by John Betjeman, Chapter IV, page 33.
Childhood is measured out by sounds and smellsAnd sights, before the dark of reason grows.Ears! Hear again the wild sou'westers whine!Three days on end would the September galeSlam at our bungalows; three days on endRattling cheap doors and making tempers short.It mattered not, for then enormous wavesHouse-high rolled thunderous on Greenaway,Flinging up spume and shingle to the cliffs.Unmoved amid the foam, the cormorantWatched from its peak. In all the roar and swirlThe still and small things gained significance.Somehow the freckled cowrie would surviveAnd prawns hang waiting in their watery woods;Deep in the noise there was a core of peace;Deep in my heart a warm security.Nose! Smell again the early morning smells:Congealing bacon and my father's pipe;The after-breakfast freshness out of doorsWhere sun had dried the heavy dew and freedAcres of thyme to scent the links and lawns;The rotten apples on our shady pathWhere blowflies settled upon squashy heaps,Intent and gorging; at the garden gateReek of Solignum on the wooden fence;Mint round the spring, and fennel in the lane,And honeysuckle wafted from the hedge;The Lynams' cess-pool like a body-blow;Then, clean, medicinal and cold the sea."Breathe in the ozone, John. It's iodine."But which is iodine and which is drains?Salt and hot sun on rubber water-wings .Home to the luncheon smell of Irish stewAnd washing-up stench from the kitchen sinkBecause the sump is blocked. The afternoonsBrought coconut smell of gorse; at Mably's farmSweet scent of drying cowdung; then the moistExhaling of the earth in Shilla woods —First earth encountered after days of sand.Evening brought back the gummy smell of toysAnd fishy stink of glue and Stickphast paste,And sleep inside the laundriness of sheets.Eyes! See again the rock-face in the lane,Years before tarmac and the motor-car.Across the estuary Stepper PointStands, still unquarried, black against the sun;On its Atlantic face the cliffs fall sheer.Look down into the weed world of the lawn —The devil's-coach-horse beetle hurries throughLifting its tail up as I bar the wayTo further flowery jungles. See once moreThe Padstow ferry, worked by oar and sail,Her outboard engine always going wrong,Ascend the slippery quay's up-ended slate,The sea-weed hanging from the harbour wall.Hot was the pavement under, as I gazedAt lanterns, brass, rope and ships' compassesIn the marine-store window on the quay.The shoe-shop in the square was cool and dark.The Misses Quintrell, fancy stationers,Had most to show me — dialect tales in versePublished in Truro (Netherton and Worth)And model lighthouses of serpentine.Climb the steep hill to where that belt of elmCircles the town and church tower, reached by lanes'Whose ferny ramparts shelter toadflax flowersAnd periwinkles. See hydrangeas bloomIn warm back-gardens full of fuchsia bells.To the returning ferry soon draws nearOur own low bank of sand-dunes; then the walkOver a mile of quicksand evening-cold.It all is there, excitement for the eyes,Imagined ghosts on unfrequented roadsGated and winding up through broom and gorseOut of the parish, on to who knows where?What pleasure, as the oil-lamp sparkled goldOn cut-glass tumblers and the flip of cards,To feel protected from the night outside:Safe Cornish holidays before the storm!
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