Wednesday, July 5, 2023

Childhood is measured out by sounds and smells And sights, before the dark of reason grows

From Captured by Bells by John Betjeman, Chapter IV, page 33.

Childhood is measured out by sounds and smells 
And sights, before the dark of reason grows. 

Ears! Hear again the wild sou'westers whine! 
Three days on end would the September gale 
Slam at our bungalows; three days on end 
Rattling cheap doors and making tempers short. 
It mattered not, for then enormous waves 
House-high rolled thunderous on Greenaway, 
Flinging up spume and shingle to the cliffs. 
Unmoved amid the foam, the cormorant 
Watched from its peak. In all the roar and swirl 
The still and small things gained significance. 
Somehow the freckled cowrie would survive 
And prawns hang waiting in their watery woods; 
Deep in the noise there was a core of peace; 
Deep in my heart a warm security. 

Nose! Smell again the early morning smells: 
Congealing bacon and my father's pipe; 
The after-breakfast freshness out of doors 
Where sun had dried the heavy dew and freed 
Acres of thyme to scent the links and lawns; 
The rotten apples on our shady path 
Where blowflies settled upon squashy heaps, 
Intent and gorging; at the garden gate 
Reek of Solignum on the wooden fence; 
Mint round the spring, and fennel in the lane, 
And honeysuckle wafted from the hedge; 
The Lynams' cess-pool like a body-blow; 
Then, clean, medicinal and cold the sea. 
"Breathe in the ozone, John. It's iodine." 
But which is iodine and which is drains? 
Salt and hot sun on rubber water-wings . 
Home to the luncheon smell of Irish stew 
And washing-up stench from the kitchen sink 
Because the sump is blocked. The afternoons 
Brought coconut smell of gorse; at Mably's farm 
Sweet scent of drying cowdung; then the moist 
Exhaling of the earth in Shilla woods —
First earth encountered after days of sand. 
Evening brought back the gummy smell of toys 
And fishy stink of glue and Stickphast paste, 
And sleep inside the laundriness of sheets. 

Eyes! See again the rock-face in the lane, 
Years before tarmac and the motor-car. 
Across the estuary Stepper Point 
Stands, still unquarried, black against the sun; 
On its Atlantic face the cliffs fall sheer. 
Look down into the weed world of the lawn —
The devil's-coach-horse beetle hurries through 
Lifting its tail up as I bar the way 
To further flowery jungles. See once more 
The Padstow ferry, worked by oar and sail, 
Her outboard engine always going wrong, 
Ascend the slippery quay's up-ended slate, 
The sea-weed hanging from the harbour wall. 
Hot was the pavement under, as I gazed 
At lanterns, brass, rope and ships' compasses 
In the marine-store window on the quay. 
The shoe-shop in the square was cool and dark. 
The Misses Quintrell, fancy stationers, 
Had most to show me — dialect tales in verse 
Published in Truro (Netherton and Worth) 
And model lighthouses of serpentine. 
Climb the steep hill to where that belt of elm 
Circles the town and church tower, reached by lanes 
'Whose ferny ramparts shelter toadflax flowers 
And periwinkles. See hydrangeas bloom 
In warm back-gardens full of fuchsia bells. 
To the returning ferry soon draws near 
Our own low bank of sand-dunes; then the walk 
Over a mile of quicksand evening-cold. 
It all is there, excitement for the eyes, 
Imagined ghosts on unfrequented roads 
Gated and winding up through broom and gorse 
Out of the parish, on to who knows where? 
What pleasure, as the oil-lamp sparkled gold 
On cut-glass tumblers and the flip of cards, 
To feel protected from the night outside: 
Safe Cornish holidays before the storm! 



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